iamsuchafag

2005-12-20T10:43:00.000-08:00

This picture was taken in the backalley of Jalan Basar in late afternoon.The man is working as somebody who peels off skins of onions.Looking at the amount of onions he have peeled,he must have worked from morning.The working environment is very bad.This photo typically shows all in a day's work.

2005-10-11T10:29:00.000-07:00

HEY EVERYONE!!!!I'M OFFICIALLY SHUTTING DOWN MY BLOGG!!!CAUSE I FIND MYSELF OVER LAZY TO BLOGG!!!SO BET YA GUYS ARE GONNA MISS ME TERRIBLY!!!ANYHOW APPARANTLY I CAN'T FIND THE THING TO CLOSE DOWN THE BLOGG SOI'M JUST GONING TO LEAVE MY BLOGG TO ROT..MAYBE I MIGHT START BLOGG AGAIN IN THE FUTURE!!!!!BUT ITS UNKNOWN SO TAKE CARE GUYS LOVES

shangrila!!!absolute cutest

2005-10-02T22:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday i went to work!!!hahahas but its only for a day, with shah jahan, wells since he was th eone who gave me this lobang for a job!!!hahahas, 6 bucks per hour, taking care of kidds. really its this party thing for kidds. And you know whats the best part, the kidds that were under me and shah's care were either korean or indian, and since SHAH JAHAN, as you can see from his name is indian, got the indian kidds, and he really only got the indian kidds, hre knows all of them by name!!!!!!and i got all the korean kidds, btw all our kidds were aged like from 2 to say 5,and all of hte korean kidds don't know english!!!!it was god help me time!!!but that wasn't the worse part. the worse part was when the kdds started to wail and cry for their parents!!!!!OH GOSH!!!I never thought i would hear so many ' om-ma!om-ma' in a day but wells i did, and since they were so young, everythime they cried i had to carry them till they stop!!! trust me taking care of kidds is not a bed of roses, but nonetheless, it was still fun, playing with kidds , taking care of them, the best part is when they start to bond with you and they'll automatically come up to you and give you huggs and kisses and play with you, hold your hand smile at you!!!all these tiny rewards they give unto us may seem insignificant but they aren't and they do make up and brighten up your day!!!MY KIDDS ROCKS!!!!however as i said though it may be very very rewarding but, the things to have to go through..which means they come before anything, and yesterday i got to change a kidd's diaper for the first time!!!!GOSH I couldn't stop laughing i found it so hilarious man!!! My laughter was so infectious that everyone in the toilet started laughing as well, even my partner who was helping me change the diapers, it really STANK!!! And presenting out final product!!!

WE ARE GONNA BE GREAT PARENTS!!!!SUCH AN ACCOMPLISHMENT HUHS!!!!CHEERS TO HAJIB AND EUNICE FOR THEIR WORK!!!
anyhow and for those rewardin shots of my kidds!!!i really do love them and feel damn fortunate that i got a chance to play with them, they are really so so so adorable!!!love them

JUNGJIN!!!!Ain't she the cutest with crown and everything!!!Sh'e my little princess!!!love her to bits!!!!

of course my darling little firl..LEEHOEM!!!!SHE IS THE SWEETEST!!!SHOWERING US WITH HER KISSES!!!
LOVE LOVE TO ALL THOSE KIDDS YESTERDAY!!!I LOVE THEM REALLY DO!!!WANNA MARRY ALL OF THEM NEXT TIME!!!HAHAS..I HOPE I GET TO DO ANOTHER KIDDS EVENT SOON!!!ANTICIPATING!!!!
thats all today!!!bye guys!!!!cheers

2005-09-30T07:45:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh i had the the best day yesterday, though it didn't get off on a right foot or rather right time, i had to wake up at 6.30 AM IN THE MORNING!!!! to go for piano lesson, even though i slept at 3 am and only had 3 HOURS of SLEEP!!, bad bad bad way to start off the day, almost missing my stop, but luckily i didn't or else my piano teacher will fire me, yes not me firing her but her FIRING ME!!!weird but yes.anyhow went tanning later with ian , the afterkmath is terrible, imagine two hours of tanning with no after sun lotion,
LOTSLOTSLOTSLOTS OF SUN + NO AFTER SUN CARE LOTION = BAD BAD BAD SUNBURN!!!!!!there i'm like a huge lobster now!!!see for yourselves my sunburned state

isn't it terrible, as in i really look like a overcooked lobster,how i need help, i can't even SLEEP PROPERLY at night, thats TERRIBLE FOR EUNICE KOW YIMIN!!!
anyhow, after all that is over, evening came,
ME SHANN IAN, WENT TO WATCH STOMP!!!!!
hahaha its was fabulous! fantastic!great! . it SOOOOO GOOD that i am at a loss for words, hahas , the three of us loved it

me and stomp!! so cool

me shann and ian in the esplanade!!!waiting for the show to begin!!!anticipation!!!hahas
After the over entertaining programme of STOMP!!!
we went for supper at GLUTTON BAY!!!SO GOOD!!!wells it was situated behind esplanade.

LOVELY FOOD!!!SCRUMPSIOUS!DELICIOUCS FOOD!!!!!
Pardon me fo rmy spelling:)) have a little trouble for spelling
later we went on a photo taking spree!!!!so fun!!!yippee!!!

a classic shot, TYPICAL EAR AND NOSE DIGGER PLUS A TYPICAL TEETH PICKER!!!EWWWWWWW!!!HAHAHASLOL:))

**Simply us
And while we were waiting to catch the last bus... guess who we met!!!!!bet you guys cannot believe it!!!!!
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our picture with STOMP!!!!AHHHS SO HAPPY//ESTATIC//EXCITED
this take made my whole day
even though only a few hours was left
but seriously ahhh!!!!!even typing this while thinking about the photo makes me super glad!!!!
Can you guys notice the gap between ian and the GUY IN STOMP!!!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!!I WANNA STAND BESIDE HIM!!!!
IF I DO ITS COMFIRM ARM SLINGING OVER HIS SHOULDER AND FACE TO FACE INTERACTION!!!!!
serriously i wanted to ask a hugg from him, but they seem so reluctant to stay
and if i had asked him for the hugg
i think he would have asked for my number, hahas i would have totally gave it straightaway without any hesitation
hahahs then we'll become penpals
then he'll propose to me
and i'll say yes immediately
and he don't need ot sing 'always' by Bonjovi to me
(ian and shann understands)
then i'll be a MEMBER in STOMP
IMGAINE ME PERFROMING BESIDE HIM!!!!!
GOSH!!!SWOONS!!!
then when i think i don't like him anymore
i'll move on to the NEXT STOMP MEMBER
HAHAHAHAS
DREMS ARE SOOOOO COOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!
IISN'T MY FANTASY REAL!!!!!
hahahas
despite my serious burns, went jurong east swimming pool
damn fun!!!couldn't stop laughing
amanda foo totally no face already!!!!
then came over to my place , ate my dad's mee siam
*jun wait till you come back!!!confirm will save a bowl for you..!!!miss ya..got miss me?better alrights!!!lovelove to you
hahahas, had a great day..loves
cheer everyone

my life

2005-09-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

This is AMANDA and SHANN. i hearts them lots. they are the BEST of the BEST!

2005-09-20T21:54:00.000-07:00

yuppies!!!all thanks to shann i can put pics on myblogg entries...yeah!!!!!!!!!!hahahahas so happy...
oh gosh well mand shann ian, as i pormised.gonna tell you guys my personal list of guys whom i think is hot.

isn't brad pitt hot..seriously i'm super sad that he broke up with jennifer aniston.WHY ANGELINA JOLIE..although she's really hot..sobbs****
lets remember the days when brad was happy with jen

next is like the most charming guy of all time..seriously i wanna marry him..marry marry him,cause all he oozes is charm..bet you guys think i have a fetish for old man..but i really think he irresistable..hees..hahahas

isn't he charming..*swoons..:P

next in line is like one of the cutest guys ever..seriously i love love love love love him..he is none other than oc's seth..he is super cute really really think he's cute..gosh i'm infatuated with him..:))
adam brody i soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

he's even cuter when he's doing something stupid..

hmmmss...next should be someone asian rights..gosh..remember i had a post about my so called obsession with korean dramas well, i do have a major crush on korean guys ahsss...sooooooooo hot!!!!hahahas...
first is like one of my favourite-test serial..hahas FULLHOUSE..its super hilarious..laughed till i almost died

i think song hui qiao is super pretty she's the one being hugged..well i can't tell you whether she's on the right or left cause wells.....i shan't elaborate on my flaws...hahas.
and the cute guy hugging her is rain i think i like him cause of his character in the show...its super duper cute...loves loves loves obsessed..hahaas!!!!

i think they are super compatible together..hahahas:))

so hot right!!!!
anyways next is a super hunk..really gosh i think it was love at first sight ..fainted when i first caught a glimpse of his lovely features...guess who is he..he's in one tree hill...
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he's none other than the hottest hunk on earth :::::chad michael murray!!!!
he's really super hot,check this out.

so cute...
wait i missed out this super cute pic of
adam brody..
don't cha agree that he's the cutest..hahas

next!next!next!hahahas...is korean also but i think one is liks because the character is cute and not his looks and the other is simply the epitome(is that how you spell it?)wells i need spell check as always..anyhow i'll let you guys figure out who i think is the hot one..hahas

**hint hint:P

anyhow next up is of course my dearest benji and joel madden from gc!!!!they rock!!!hahas

aren't they simply incredible..but i'm in a state of depression cause JOEL IS GOINING OUT WITH HILARY DUFF..one is liek the north pole and one the south..well i think you gotta see the huge //tremendous gap with your own eyes

don't cha guys think that they are really different,one a is all anout bubble gum pop and the other punk..gosh!!!!!oooohhhhhi feel like jumping down now..after seeing them together..imagine a duet between gc and hilary duff,its like a duet between britney spears with gregorian monks.imgaine how horrid it will be,,its my ultimate nightmare!!!!. i have one last guy to swoon over and thats none other than bae yong jun hahas
seriously bet ya guys must think whats wrong with me for liking an auntie killer..hahas but don't ya think he's super humble, oozes charisma and charm..goah..love him to bits and he is my secreat fetish.hahahash
he is MY secret crush..:>>

hahas isn't he lovely..
anyhow i think there are more than ten guys in my list wells as the saying goes the more the merrier wells i gotta end of here..cause it think my post for today is pretty long..well i think it can make up for me not blogging for some time..hahahasloves cheers guys...

sobs sobs

2005-09-16T22:05:00.000-07:00

BOOHOOHOO...tears** I WANT TO COMPLAIN..!!!!!!how come my tag board doesn't work..gosh...help someone..i can't figure out whether the problem lies with flooble of with my com.really oh i want to chop up the flooble webbie..either that or i have to admit that my technical skills suck..as in really huge time..but i doubt so.cause i'm simply smart and intellectual..anyways..i wanted to illustrate how i was going to chop up flooble's webbie through a pic but seriously i HAVE PROBLEMS UPLOADING IT ON MY BLOG...AHHHS..I WANNA UPLOAD GREENDAY'S 'WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS'MTV ALSO CANNOT...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!DIE BLOGG DIE !!!!!WHY WHY WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO MME...OH MAN...this is so disatrous(is this how you spell it??)i have a teeny weeny problem with spelling..and i don't know why..really maybe i'll bother to check up the spelling before i blogg...EMPHASIZING ON THE MAYBE..hahahahas...anyways..had a great time with shann mand and ian yesterday...missed them so much..they came over to my place..and thnks to the courtesy of mand..i found out that my bathroom heater and door is the same as hers..and thanks to the courtesy of ian i found ou that my bathroom tiles is the same as hers..WOW...waht a day of discovery...hahahas...anyways i'm suppose to leave my house like now so i wouldn'e be late..but i'm gonna go bathe now..so ciao..:))

second post of the day..hahahas:))

2005-09-14T01:25:00.000-07:00

currentlly at nix's , Deng liXin, yea she is deng li jun's younger sister,hahas loves nix to bits.well tonight i'm accompanying nix and jun while they rush out their flash assignment, while i get to enjoy my holiday.smiles:)) hahahas..really i'm so glad my suffering has become a thing of the past, but well.things are gonna be even more hectic once i start next sem.so i don;t know whether this 2 month break is a blessing or giving us time to be mentally perpared to cope with next sem..sobs**the more i think the more depressed i get..i need prozacs..anyhow, i somehow have joined the cheenafied gang, really from suddenly developing a liking to 5566 then to being obsessed about korean dramas i mean obsessed really obsessed, emphasizing on the obsessed.well you get the idea.i think i the korean drama part is still rather alright but the 5566 part is killing me, it totally clashes with my taste in music, like what Cindy said "eunice how can you like punk music and like 5566 at the same time it is like being married and having an affair at the smae time" then i gave her the wtf look as per normal, but really i thought about what attracted me to them and i realised nothing,then what made me like them..i'm totally screwed, not knowing why i like sucha gayish and cheenafied group, but well i've come to term with my taste in music.and i would like to officially announce that I LIKE 5566.I do feel that korean dramas are really entertaining.ad after watching a couple of episodes i swear that you'll get hooked like me, though the storyline is absolutely predictable and similar, most of the leading ladies have undergone cosmetic surgery, but i still feel that they still have that all important x factor, like which auntie doesn't catch korean serials , even if they're super draggy and sappy, and i have another deepest darkest secret, i like bae yong jun, really i think he is super charming..hahahas gonna catch his upcoming movie april snow.anticipation**

vonvonvonvonvon

2005-09-13T19:47:00.000-07:00

This post would be like a letter to one of my dearest friend.YVONNE LIM YIWEN.MY BREAST BROTHER.:

dearest von, hows it going?read your blogg it seemed quite bleak, but you know what theres always a rainbow after the storm , and these hardships you face in your relationships will not make you crumble instead, it makes you stronger.von you were one of my best buds in sec school, i hated to see you hurt or shattered cause i guess it hurt us more than it did to you, cause you always meant so much to us, but you might have ignored that fact because you were in so much pain, but now i realised that no matter what pain you experience, friends will see you through them and bring you through these dark hours. Are you perpared to go through this ardous journey with me?well i am, cause i am anticipating the day von , gets back on her feet, able to smile a genuine one, laugh a hearty one, as that will make my day.VON AHZAFIGHTING(JIA YOU)you can do it, as long as you have people to back you up, thats us, so no worries, no matter what you went through in your relationship, and now that you stand alone, know you are never alone, because with friends by your side, you won't get to experience lonliness.meet up soon ya..miss ya soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much, loves//**huggs tightly till i smother you//kiss//god bless..eunice ^^BREAST BROS FOR LIFE

OoOoo

2005-08-28T10:02:00.000-07:00

i love mango's newest collection its super ultra duper nice.as in cause i guess now i'm into dirty green*thanks jun for informing me about the correct colour.hahasi got a new wallet*toothy grin, its a mango wallet hahahas so happy.its super nice really, the next time you guys come out with me you'll see, i love the wallet totally!!loves..hey guys ever heard of the surf brand rusty i think it originates from aust.think think i think so.i don't really know but the staff in the shop selling rusty stuff is super warm and friendly.god they sound like bears rights warm and friendly,but they're really nice...love them:)) will be back to chatt with them next week.today was a rather bad day at work for me.by the way guys if i haven't informed you people yet.i'm working at bee cheng hiang haahahahas so cool you get to eat free ba gua..thats the best part really.met janice hahas so happy been ages since i last saw her..:))smile widens.love janice to bits..will date you out for luch or some meal real soon...loves loves loves.oh yea the aunties was like scolding me today for talking with janice and not doing my job.but after that it was alrights...hahas.so i'm great..

i just finished blogg hopping...
found out that so many things have happened and passed me by without me even realising its prescence.
made me realise that i've cooped myself up in my own world for far too long.
either that or because i've like a million and one things to finish
and after reading people whom i've been so close to seems to me now so far away,

mand:
you're first on my list cause you've always meant alot to me to the extent that even i cannot fathom how deep it is.you always were the one who breaks my fall, nursed me back to normal, always ever ready with consoling words.i want to tell you that i've really missed you and that i really love ya for just being you..really appreciated you for you.thank you:))..love ya god bless meet up soon yas.*tears glisten in my eyes

ian:
hahas my dearest friend, the friend whom i've always felt the urge to protect her from all harm. Really, love bantering with you over stupid nonsensical stuff, fighting over a stupid seat or just not letting you take stuff from my plate while i can eat all i want from yours hahahas :)).thank you for everything you've done for me, you're a real gem ian don't ever lose youself.love ya lots,miss ya..god bless **chuckles

shann:
my dearest darling chiu shann yuan..the one that saw me through secondary school.all the obstacles and miracles we witnessed together, you really treasured by me, i've never forgotten the existence of you never will, cause true friends always will leave an imprint in the depths of your heart. Thank you for just being there, love ya lots god bless..**grin tugging on my lips

siwei:
wei honey, my number one bitch, we saw each other through quite a number of stuff.we never fail to have a good laugh after everything:))i will honor my promises.don't worry.o-symbol of our everlasting love ahahahas..i'll always be there yas, don't hesitate to turn to me..
thank you for times that we shared..loves, god bless, miss ya* rumbling laughter

von:
my dearest dearest dearest breat sibling of a brother..hahahahs i will always rememeber how breast brothers came about, though it got me into trouble.Von never fails to crack me up in any situation.thanks for the laughter and company.really love ya, read your blogg cheer up yas..anything just call me:))loves , god bless,miss ya,meet up yas.*laughter becones thunderous

connie:
corny..liow..hahas tuitioning you sis now so practically see you like 2 times a week can you imagine the agony i've got to go through to see your face hahahas joking..i love my dearest connie to bits she was the one who taught me how to do up my blogg.bake and eat hahahas the eating part was inborn in me..i love connie for just being her.my number one chum..love ya lots.see ya like on thursday.god bless *smile of satisfaction

jun:
jun hahas, nothing more to say.see each other like its foc..hahahs but love your company cause it always brings joy and laughter and gaiety..hahas.statusful means we have super alot of statuses..hahash damn lame but jun i love ya bitch for everything we went through.rock on yas..seeing ya like tomorrow night so love ya ..god bless* smug grin

maine:
maine, hahahas been like three thousand years since i last saw you, hows it going..hahas really miss the stupidness of maine..i think she's even more scattered brained than me and thats an accomplishment by itself to be like me..hhahahas maine saw your blogg.guess thigs aren't that great right not but no worries things always have a way of working out believe or not.hahas just call me if ya need a listening ear..miss ya love ya lotsgod bless*uncontrollable laughter

pen:
penny my dearest nanny.wow that rhymes..i love hugging penny it feels really great..pen i just read your blogg as well hmmmss...no worries a smile can do wonders to your life.can bring colours to your life...smiles alright hon..i really love ya lots miss ya..gotta meet up really soon.god bless *smiles blossoms

i really do love you guys and will never hesitate to run to your rescue..smiles people love the radience the smile can bring your faces

like an guardian angel
i stay in the silence
an outstretched hand
to my child
my vunerable children
i hope to help wipe the tears
away
and give you protection through the embrace of my wings

loves ya guys ..you all are the gems in my treasure trove which i will never cease to cheirsh..love ya lots

oooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2005-08-22T09:24:00.000-07:00

oh..i so shouldn't be blogging but i just simply couldn't resist the temptation. goodness i totally waver damn easily.i've gotta change hahas but thats gonna take ages to happen.well i'm actually supposed to do my writcomm now at this exact moment when this next letter appears, however due to some unknown reason i just couldn't bring myself to focus and finish it, maybe later.DEAD.i'm procrastinating again.i've gotta stop.STOP.hahas think i'm typing totally nonsensical stuff..hahas so random right.any way i found this ong which i've been finding for a long time cause i couldn't seem to figure out its title it goes like this " i still couldn't find what i'm looking for" and thats its title and i never knew till today felt really dumb.but fact and figures seem to differ from my conclusion.hahas therefore i selfproclaim myself as INTELLECTUAL.hahahs i always knew i was..today went to look at the nike bag i so crave for but it seemed to be sold out at ALL nike outlets.depression sets in..made friends with jun's class mates today..they're crapping skills were comparable to mine.so......you get the picture...i wanna post pics but my pics are all like on my laptop and my stupid wireless brokedown like again..hmmms gonna kill the guy who installed the router thingy...i think i was supposed to call him but...*sighs think i'll allow him to live till he repairs my thingy thing ..lol...

think i'd better blogg till here..gotta go do some work*winks eunice is hardworking:))

Love is a blind path
where your eyes might not be your guide
instead your heart leads
let it lead
for it will bring you to your destined one
for destiny is a miracle
just like love is

oh just wanna do this: eunice: e is for ebi u is for ubi n is foe newbie i is for ibie c is for cibie and e is for ELLO mate...hahas ripped it off friends..my favourite comedy series of all time..loves

retarded

2005-08-18T06:02:00.000-07:00

hey guys i just realised its been a rather long time since i've last made a proper entry.as you all can see if you go into my links page you will see names of people..i think for people who have been avid fans of my blogg will know that since don't know like 3000 years ago eunice's blogg has not had links to anyone..*cautionary note--eunice is not lazy..hahas.
goodness.i think i am infauated (ok i don't know how to spell this word) so i'm gonna resort to simple terms crush on 5566.yes you guys are not having bad vision or going blind i have finally come to terms that i seriously like the Taiwanese boyband 5566.yes the very gay one..really even i don't understand what ran through my mind for me to feel this way.hahahs and the best part is find that Tony sun guy cute..i really can't believe myself.help me.save me from this tragedy anyone.
and i realise i type with a total of four fing

ers ..maybe thats the reason why i type so slowly and with so many typo errors.
hmmmmssss.....pondering.....
yupps
hahas
i just updated my friendster profile
i decided to pretend to be a bangla worker
although its my favourite pastime ogling at them
i love them espacially when they wear sarong and those figure hugging tanktops
ooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh they are so HOT
drools

-all above content is fictionous if this content thus conincide with eunice's personal life.it will be purely coincidental-

ohlalohlalaohlaohlayeaohlaohlaohlayea...
hahas thats a tune to a song

i just realised its only 10 pm now
so miraculous that i'm online

i think i'm gonna blogg till here gotta go catch my show
so gonna leave you guys with this quote which i thought i really true

Adolf Hitler (1889-1945)
All great world shaking events have been brought about, not by written matter, but by the spoken word
The victor will never be asked if he told the truth.
What luck for the rulers that men do not think.
Today Europe tomorrow the world
Strength lies not in defense but in attack.
Success is the sole earthly judge of right and wrong.
The great masses of the people... will more easily fall victims to a big lie than to a small one.

so true right?

konstantine

2005-08-15T09:52:00.000-07:00

These are the song lyrics i promised you guys.guess i was so busy that t was completely wiped ou from my mind.
Anyways i love this song
Its pure addiction.
Like poison it slowly seeps in.

Konstantine
I can't imagine all the people that you know and the places that you go when the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping inbetween you and your big dreams
it's always you in my big dreams
and you tell me that it's over wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
and your restless,
and i'm naked you've gotta get out you can't stand to see me shaking no could you let me go?
I didn't think so and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer cuz your afraid to find out
all this hopeyou had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did because of me and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that you're alone and i'm sleeping in your living room
but we don't have much room to live
I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country become a rock star and there was hope in me
that i could take you there but dammit you're so young well i don't think i care
and if i hurt you then
i'm sorry please don't think that this was easy
then you bring me home cuz we both know what it's like to be alone
and i'm dreaming in your living room
but we don't have much room to live
and konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesn't she look good standing in her underwear
and i was thinking what i was thinking
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me
anywhere my Konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair

and i've been thinking it hurts me thinking that
these nightswhen we were drinking no they never got us anywhere
no this is because i can spell konfusion with a k
and i like it it's to dying in another's arms
and why I had to try it it's to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see may not be a star
I'm not your star isn't that what
you said what you thought this song meant
and if this is what it takes just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
and all the hell I put you through I always catch the clock
it's 11:11 and now you want to talk it's not hard
to dream you'll always be my konstantine konstantine,
they'll never hurt you like i do no they'll never hurt you like i do no,
no, no no no no no no
this is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did
hey you know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things i did
hey maybe baby you could keep me up in bed
my Konstantine spin around me like a dream
we played out on this movie screen and i said
did you know i missed you?
oh god i miss you and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no
and you'll kiss me in your living room
i know you'll miss me in your living room cuz these nights
i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
i said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room to live
my Konstantine

hahas

2005-08-04T06:56:00.000-07:00

hahas today was like **laughter day..damn interesting..haha we had soc psych and radio to day...hahas
apparently me and val my dearest radio partner..
we make the best duo..
we totally ran out of ideas
and spent 3hours brainstorming on our story line for our radio assignment
however it wa really fun
hilarious i should say
fooling around with the protools system
felt like a total retard with that system
val had the same sentiments
imgaining two computer retards trying to gain control of the programme
i was laughing hysterically because of that
ooohhh..
hahas we had a self proclaimed coffee break
and invited paul along..
and the laughter continued
paul is the king
i emphasize on the KING
of lame
seriously
i laughed non stop..
oh i must cite what val said and paul corrected to day while we were standing like idiots waiting for the elevator
"interest isn't competence"(ho, olivero (2005).rubbish talking as usual, p1)
oh yea maybe only val and paul can understand what i'm talking about
hahas
sung him...
sung him...
sung him....
irritated?
annoyed?
hahas
i'm having so much fun..
hahahas
oh yea..i must end of with the quote of the day
'the pot callin g the kettle black'
hahahs
that line kept me laughing non-stop till my eyes started raining
hahas
i love you sung him
lol
hahahas
you must be super annoyed now huhs :))

so signing off now guys
oh i have a real good band to introduce to you all
they are called 'SOMETHING COPORATE'
they're really fantastic
i love the song konstantine
when i have time the next day
i will post the lyrics of the song and you guys will get what i mean.
so loves bye

i need some inspiration

2005-07-23T02:45:00.000-07:00

i think i'm gonna die on tuesday when i have to present my speech..i have to like research on some history event and use visual aids and everything to make my speech more colourful..or i don't know..i don't know how i'm gonna come up with the speech with visual aids by tuesday..damn screwed..how...oooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....i officially have low attendence warnings for all of my modules like wtf rights...damn dead...have to like attend every class from now on inorder for my attendence to be 80% so i can appparantly not be debarred from my modules..damn dead man..howhowhowhowhow...hahas think i'm going mad thanks to my speech..damn screwed...think i'm repeating myself cause i can't think straight ...i think i have insomia i think its speeled this way any how...couldn't get to sleep till 5 am ..watched this really cool programme about the life of this really famous celebrity Natalie Woods..she had a really bad life from being forced to become a child star to being forced to never see the guy she loved to being forced to go to an "audition' in a hotel and got raped instead..and you know who was the root of all these evil..it was none other then her mother...how screwed right..and she had no friends nobody she could turn to when she needed someone..and she feared everything cause of all the experiences in her life...

although she had allt he riches in the world
money , diamond, mansions, limos.everything she could ask for
she lacked all the basic necessities we all take for granted
though we may not have luxuries like hers
but what we have might be what she would give up her whole career to own
we have a mother that thinks about us and not about herself
we have friends true ones that will be with us
we have the right to choose who we want to fall in love with and be with them
we don't have to go against our own wishes to fufil someone else's wish
we are fortunate in that sense
we are rich
we do own things
things
that are so often underneath our noses that we seem to neglect their presence
i wanna go back to being a kid..
where all i had to do was eat sleep watch sesame street/barney/transformers
colour a couple of colouring books
try not to get into trouble
where all it take to trigger a smile from me is a popsicle
true happiness comes from simplicity
but in this complex world
simplicity is often covered up
and masked by layers and layers
of distrust lies betrayal poverty racism inequality differences
if only humans weren't humans
how is that possible

hmmms

2005-07-20T09:17:00.000-07:00

today i gave tuition for the first time to none other than connie's sister liow minru...damn funny..think i have the criteria to become a great mentor hahas. went for piano in the morning..guess what i found out from my piano teacher...she goes to the same yoga place as my mom..WTF got it from her today...damn fucked up...she almost fired me...damn fuck ..said something about my irresponsible attitude. cause i was late for 2 hrs..its not my fault i slept on the bus...she seriously didn't believed a word i said.. i damn depressed...but whatever it doesn't matter any more...damn fuck i have school tomorrow at like 10am and its like 2 now...die scared i cannot wake up..can't afford to miss tutorial...gotten one too many low attendence warning letters..i take like 6 modules and i have received like low attendence warning letters for 4 modules..like wtf damn horrible...luckily its not the kind that they send to my home..or else...god don't even want to think about it...damn i think i have to do something about my organisation skills..its damn bad too the maxium..gotta get an organiser soon...emphasizing on the soon..hahahahas

to my dearest wei:
read your blog ..really wanna apologise for standing you up..though its not the first time sorry for teh past few times too..really enjoyed our tanning session at sentosa with our" secret dates" and love the dinner we had together trying to stuff everything into one small plastic bag in the cab..:>lol most importantly love your company cause thats what counts..though i guess everyone has changed alot including me i guess...but you'll always be that wei i always remember the friend whom i can turn to the tempremental bitch whom i love lots...huggs**tight**i appreciate you really..know that you will always find a comforting shoulder , silent presence and listening ear anytime..loves ...

EUNICE LOVES WEI LOTS...LOVE YA FRIEND...MISSING YA..

untitled

2005-07-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

I don't know what i'm doing blogging now. i just finished me 40% essay. it was total crapp.seriously i bullshitted all the way throught the essay.pray god will see me through and bring me here once again.with a smile plastered on my face. i turn to the crowd. reality.wishing its my hallucination.i blinked.my eyes fluttered open.the crowd stayed.trying to run.but my feet couldn't muster the engery to run.my heart pulputated.HELP.i silently shouted.

i came across this rooster song thought it was super meaningful.
ever wondered why whenever things are like turning for the better
something idiotic will just crop up and ruin everything
thats how lif'e supposed to be
not smoothsailing
hahas
ironic when they say lif'e like a bed of roses
well a rose is like a double edged sword
thorns will always be there.
beware
don' t let your guard down.
the mask stays
your soul leaves
emptiness

Wanna bes and gonnas beis this the day that youre gonna seizeOr maybe just sit around waiting for that callTime is cheap but it aint freeLet another day just fall through meWinding up staring at the wall

Fell the motion, cos your head is spinning like a topTaste the ocean, cos the flavours there in every drop

You told me that all of your angels and demonsare constantly kicking and fighting and screaming Theres no light, and theres no sound,Bet you wanna drag the sunrise downYou tell me it feels like you're running in circles
And all the time they keep raising the hurdlesOut of sight, and under groundYoure dreaming youre gonna drag the sunrise downYou know the light can hypnotiseSo shut it out and close your eyesYoure paranoid, cant avoid, living in denialYou curse the sun it fills the sky,Spiralling down as it passes byDreaming and schemin and sinkin in the night

Time is on your sideYou hide behind the tainted smileBut its there deeo in your eyesDrop the blade and look insideOnly you can find the light

i wish happiness will always stay and sadness disappear
but thats only in dreams
and dreams don't come true
sometimes the best is right in front of you
don't miss it
grab it

childish as ever..cannot guess what we did...

2005-07-09T09:29:00.000-07:00

oh man..i haven't blogged ever since Uxen and jingfeng's photo incident..sighs...due to my nosiness i almost got hacked into pieces by uxen..seriously you guys should have seen his nick it goes like this :"EUNICE I WILL CHOP YOU INTO MANY PIECES" as in it was exactly like this all capitalised..imagine..thank god i haven't met him this week..or else i don't tink i'll be here blogging..lol...hard to imagine me gone huhs...anyways today went to meet up with watson xavier and jijun..hahas damn stupid me and watson made jijun wait for like at least half an hour at the bus stop while we ate hahas..sorry jun..the temptation was too great to resist..anyway..went down to meet ji..still have to wait for xavier..like he hasn't changed styled his hair and most importantly bathed..we almost died cause of the wait..XAVIER YOU'RE SERIOUSLY GAYISHLY SLOW...!!!!hahas...anyways got threatened by xavier with my phone couldn't talk for like 1 hr plus..what the hell rights imgaine me not talking..scary huhs...anyhow..went down to selegie to play pool then jun and watson don't know go where..left me and xavier playing the game..then the trouble started..................................................................
like alrights i kinda started it i smeared xacier's face with powder a couple of times then he smashed the powder paper cup thingy IN MY FACE...so i had to retaliate..i got more powder and out it on his face..hahas sweet revenge...closed table went out...trouble looms.......................
xavier went to the convient store to buy powder...luckily i stopped him from buying prickley heat powder...watson and jun better thank me alrights...you too XAVIER...or else you guy confirm gone while bathing...hahas...we had a powder fight as in in the middle of selegie and bugis...hahas damn funny..initially it was me and xavier then i smashed "a little"powder on watson's face...and that was it..the end all kana...seriously it was like singapore snowed today for us..its christmas for us...hahas...jun better watch out your birthday...keep a lookout...be cautious..just a gentle reminder..hahas....though had a lot of fun...like 4 immture kidds...seriously...then this was the result of snow in singapore...courtesy of xavier and watson...

hahas...christmas time//snowing in july //explosion of flour factory//bread man(mian bao chao ren) came to visit..hahas

seriously i think i should end here before i provoke anyone ANYONE...so guys have fun...espacially the birthday girls this week hahas...shann jun maine...love ya guys ...party alrights cause its your birthday...cheers girls..*grins//smiling//shining..

revenge is sweet hahahahas..can feel the adredaline pumping in my veins

2005-07-03T09:09:00.000-07:00

hey guys guess what..i was over at connie's house just now taking some photos from her then i suddenly stumbled upon her neoprint book and guess what i saw ...hahahahas i came across a super long ago neoprint...ahahahahhahas ..the time to reveal the item is out

hahahahas really great to see this huhs
....i laughed till i died while looking at it...like what the hell uxen and jingfeng together
it was such a long time ago
**uxen does this bring back any fond memories
hahahahas bet it does
definitely huhs
i knew it
what a memorable time which you will never forget even if you're like cremated
hahahahaahs
thought it'll be super fun posting this pic on my blogg
so you can remember those times
aren't i nice
really
i know i am
hahahahahas
i just couldn't help doing this
hahahahas
so sorry uxen
i just had to do this
it was totally satisfying doing this so
thanks alot for providing me this source of joy
thanks aloy
loves
thats all i wanted to blogg
UXEN AND JINGFENG FOREVER
LOL

this was a horrible terrible week

2005-06-30T01:11:00.000-07:00

this was such a bad week
cannot imagine what i had to go through this week..
hahahas maybe you guys shouldn't
if you guys had noticed i changed my skin AGAIN
hahahahas i think i change my skins more than i blogg
like super lame huhs
ooooooooooooooh today had radio pro
god it was super horrible
had to do dub editing using the analouge(think thats how you spell it)
thingy..it was sheer hard work
really imagine 3 hrs on that machine
everyone has finished except for you and your partner
**shivers
scary !! huhs...hahahas but me and val DID IT
Yahoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
CHEERS VAL
hahahas
today i did alot of swearing while doing editing
and was like told by my lecturer
ooooooohhhhhhhhhh i forgot his name again
to be more gracious
hahahas
i was like oh alrights
and then i start swearing all over again
such a great improvement huhs..
hahahahahas was supposed to go for dragon boat training with shann
but but but i ended class late and had to do my reference thingy so when i got there everyone was gone except for SHANN
well we missed training and i wanted to join dragon boat since the start
hahahas pretty lame huhs
we ended up getting something better..(***TOP SECRET)hAHAHAHAHAS
any way we had a sumptous meal at toa payoh
i had a great laugh at shann
she's really dumb
really i swear
as in dumber than me
not that i'm dumb
hahahahas
gonna have the time of my life slacking
really cool to slack
why
cause it means doing nothing
except eat watch tv sleep play com
how cool can that get
so slacking is my thing now
loving it
think i'm starting to babble
so i better go before i babble too much..
oh yar
XAVIER
I STARTED TRAINING
SO YOU BETTER WATCH OUT
HAHAHAHAHAS
LOSER
END
BYE PEOPLE NITES

reminising

2005-06-28T09:51:00.000-07:00

oh man i just can't seem to put up my photos..hahahs i have school tomorrow..
everything seems to go by in a blurr...
don't know what i'm feeling//going through
how?seemt o ask that relly often
cause i really don't know
not anymore
what i really want
need//
things
are they there
people
are they present
memories
a thing of the past
clinging
a stupid action
dumb
a brainless thought
bombarded
too many ideas
thoughts
emotions
thought i would spill
a little
smiling//
grining//
a tear spilling
a diamond fell
reflection
of self
of others
pictures tell a thousand words
words
tell nothing
silence
comforting
consoling
presence
secuity
loved
giggling//
happiness
where
searching
life

frenchy

2005-06-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

//me//
snowing//cold//freezing//hahhas//me//smiling//grins//

OH MY GOD!!!

2005-06-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE HELL .!!!!its been super long since i last blogged..hahahahas anyway a few stuff happened tp me recently but i guess stuff will turn out alrights ..:>*optimistic person-ME!!!!hahahahas anyways i feel damn retarded that i don't know how to post pics on my blogg..seriously my dearest girl karen was trying to teach me how to like host pics on my blogg but somehow it just didn't work out..so sorry i'll try harder next time..OH SHIT..!!!! i forgot to do my grammer test..yes grammer test sounds so primary school rights but yes i do have to go through with it cause its accessed..and i realised i have a major spelling problem..really..i think i can't spell for nuts...hahahahahas went for ambassador recruitment thingy...there was this guy junwei said he knew me..but i cou;dn't remember him at all..NO IMPRESSION..he was like you seriously don't rememeber me..i was like NO...but anyway we still became friends...and there was this mcm girl damn funny think her name is elin...hope to see her around..talked with her till i teared..(as in tears of laughter)damn stupid....AMANDA SEE YOU ON SAT ALRIGHTS...hahahahas me and amanda had like the samne interviewer and we're like one after the other in line for the interview...hahahahahas its meant to be...can't wait for friday to come...!!!!!CHRIS MY DINNER TREAT!!!!don't forget..hahahahahas i think you wouldn't dare to not turn up....hahahahahahas ..hey i'm not that scary after all....

Why does tonight have to end
Why don't we hit restart
and pause it at our favorite parts
we'll skip the goodbyes

i finally plucked up the courage to let go
no point holding on
no more excuses
no more deceitful lies
they all will vanish in time to come
things are going to get better
at least i hope.....

NEW SKIN!!!!

2005-05-26T09:31:00.000-07:00

Alrights i know this new skin is quite screwed cause its totally not done up..hey don't blame me well alrights i'll take part of the blame...anyways started scholl the first day was alright i guess..went saw experienced is how i could like describe the first day cause everyone kinda knew everyone from orientation but well i kind of didn't turn up for orientation...but yesterday was soooooooooooooooooooooo much fun...made friends who are seriously lame and retarded we were totally messing up the whole lesson..hey people if you think i'm tooooooooooooo vulgar wait till you meet my class mate...he's super already i have to kowtow and call him master ....hahahahahas seriously..well had no school today :)) yippes..spent the best time at home doing nothing and just lazing around watched tv and dvds..it was such a good day..haven't done that in a really long time...really really missed being a couch potato...its so cool being one...oh my god CHAD MICHEAL MURRAY of one tree hill is super hot..so is JOSH HARNETT..watched Hitch again before i watched one tree hill oh god there were like so many fucking nice phrases that hitch said like
"Don't lie ,steal and drink. Lie but only in the arms of your loved one, steal but only steal away from bad company,and drink but only drink in the glorious and most beautiful moments of your life.."and theres this one more phrase that really really touched me..you guys know the last part where he jumped on the girl's car(ok i can't remember her name..)and when she suddenly braked he kinda fell off..well that part..the girl asked him "what were you trying to do?"
Hitch answered" i was doing what most people do leap , cause people leap to fly , when they jump they fall like a rock and can never fly, now i'm falling and the only thing that can make me fell like i'm flying is you.."oh my god it was so fucking sweet:)) i was like totally immersed in that moment of the show..sometimes things are destined to happen so believe in it..don't doubt it something fantastic and miraculous might come out of it...really guess i've writtne too much for today...bye..

bloggin again

2005-05-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

hey everyone..hope i'll continue blogging so frequently..at least for now i will..anyways...HAPPY BIRTHDAY XAVIER..please do grow up you're 18 now..anyway had a real fcked up morning..shan't talk about it the more i think the more depressed i'll be i guess...hahahahas sound so tragical but i guess things are in a way real queer cause you never know what life's gona throw you in the face from one moment to the next..anyhows...lets talk about my day..oh yea today met up with ian shann and amand (haven't seen you in ages girl i came back from aust and you left for aust..really missed ya lots) so....i bought MY BAG...hahahahaha damn happy got my bag finally its leather and ripcurl think i'm obsessed with ripcurl damn i'm mad..anyway we somehow persuaded ian to buy the "i love roxy girls" shirt with us..ok so it wasn't really persuade it was more like she didn't have a choice..sorry dear next time lets hope you'll get the chance to decide..anyway i wanna say this again I LOVE MY BAG TO BITS AND PIECES ...that was seriously damn super duper lame but i don't care...anyway i want to get the adidas polo tee but the white one super transparent so intending to get the maroon one (amanda's recommendation)but town doesn't have it so intending to go to suntec to get it..*keepin my fingers crossed..hahahahahs i think i have a hundred and one things i wanna get..but..i think i'm gonna be super guai so my mom will bring me out on a shopping trip..may god bless me man...and you guys know what i'm gona meet my classmates real sooon..like next tuesday cause i'm not going for orientation today cause its now offically friday and xavier's birthday is over...hahahahahas..anyway cause i gotta go for piano lessons...damn sad..my teacher was super pissed with me yesterday...cause i didn't do any theory homework didn't practice ok..you guys get the story...anyway i gtg now really tired scared won't be able to wake up to atted my piano lesson...i have to go all the way to yio chu kang...thats damn sad but anyhows...thats all folks..nights

hahahahas god help me...

2005-05-18T06:15:00.000-07:00

Today was super super hilarious...met up with chris today...he's a total retard...he actually came out with me even though he was running a fever..he isn't crazy he's mad man...but anyhow thanks a million for coming out with me really appreciated it..hey do inform me about the outing on monday alright cause..leslie abit unsound never know what he'll arrange next...*winks you know what i mean...seriously can't wait to meet you guys...hey kat know you got like new info on *ahems to tell me right can't wait for monday..it'll be like the past...hahahahas...anyway lets get back to my dearest chris havong a fever and going to kovan with me to collect my pay...ok the conversation went like this..
me : hey you sure you feeling well enough to accompany me..if you can't take it at most i'll go by myself.
chris:i can take it don't worry..i can run about anywhere with a fever.
Later like half an hour past ..i collected my pay and we were standing outside in the hot sun he suddenly told me this...
chris: hey nice..do you think its really damn cold out here..
me:wat the hell cold...basket i'm sweating like some pig lar...
chris :no i'm freezing
(it was then i remembered he had a fever)
me:lets go home
chris : no lets eat sakae first..
me:please don't be lame you're like running a fever and you wanna eat sakae
(he continued begging me)
so we went to eat sakae..it was super filling..but chris was like going to die of the cold and you know what he still ate icecream even though i tried to stop him..
we left and he took out a super powerful weapon ............................................A THERMOMETER
yea...he brought it along with him..he didn't bring panedol didn't bring mineral water he brought a thermometer..so he measured his temperature..it was lik 38.4 then still got the cheek to ask me whats a normal person's temperature..i was like 37.2 and he was like really non-chalantly saying.."oh that means i'm running a fever"..i was like super panicky and all he did was trying to tell me ITS ONLY A FEVER..i don't know how i managed it but i persuaded him to go home ..well so now i've been home for a few hours already was kinda bored...realised i could put mp3 songs into my phone hahahahas so super late to know that right..but anyway..think i've written quite alot for now..so better stop now..love..and take good care of yourself chris...

i'm back

2005-05-15T10:28:00.000-07:00

hahahahas everyone finally back huhs..after rushing off for camp right after i came back..but btw np sports camp rocks...its was like ultra fun man...cldn't bear for it to end....made lots of crappers...seriously loads..thought that hydrous(group name) gl clement was cute...shann don't comment...hahahahas..lol....you guys can kinda get the hint..anyway..was super tired today cause i didn't sleep last night...damn super tired..and i don't know wat the hell am i still awake at 1.30 in the moring..but anyway..had dinner with watson jacky(xavier) and uxen who came after we finished our dinner..apparently uxen tried to play silent and didn't answer any of our phone calls...anyway as everyone know eunice kow yimin is quite destructive but today i was like totally not the destructive one..*ahem...watson who kindda got the leg of the chair stuck in the grills of the drain and xavier dumb as ever ripped this conrete thingy from the bench...like how destructive can they get right so think twice before calling me destructive hahahahahahas...hey i know left and right in chinese..cool huhs...my dearest nicky taught me in church today...so happy can...but kinda forgot by like night time..but don't worry nicky i'll try to recall very soon trust me..*winks:P oh yea my laptop arrived hahahahahs going to change my internet to wireless so i can surf the net on my laptop as well damn happy...hahahahahahas btw in perth i met a bunch funny idiots well i was retarted and they were sparstic..hahahahahahas damn funny...miss them man received and email from bee today..she was super nice shes like now in brisbane asking me how i'm doing and all that...god i miss her...she was like super nice to me on the trip man...anyway think i should stop here damn lame right hahahahas can't stand myself...well maybe not..c'ya guys on my next blog entry...

my last day in Melborne!!!!!

2005-05-04T21:59:00.000-07:00

so sad time passes really fast when you're having fun i guess...today's my last day in melborne so decided to blogg while my comrades are at work...(why comrades they called themselves that)hahahahas they're ultra lame people but ultra fun...love being with them not a dull moment...anyhows now in a internet cafe drinking hot chocolate lookin at the sucky weather outside...really it sucks cause its raining..plus its really gloomy...and chilly....can't bear to leave melborne will miss my comrades...zabrina has dave chrystal petra this girl i can't remember her name always call her bitch though...hahahas simone of course my dearest nadia whom accompanied in my very first hitch hiking experience...another yuki and etc can't recall right now so when i recall i'll add in their names...shes really cute...love her loads this israeli guy but can;t remember he's name reallly hard to pronounce so i just go hey when i see him...i'm nasty aren't i anyway...will really miss you guys...really made my trip unforgettable... thanks very much guys...don't worry my memory won' fail me when it comes to you guys...anyways i learnt how to read a map yippees!!!!!really an accomplishment remembered when i just arrived in melborne i was totally lost for the first two days...god ...it really sucked...rememebered when i first arrived i thought god this is gonna be bad...no friends no direction sense no nothing...but well it turned out really well...oks gotta budget things here aren't cheap food too...hahahahahahas can't starve me so i can blogg more ya know...anyways c'ya guys soon when i get back...

untitled

2005-05-04T03:24:00.000-07:00

Title:Untitled
Artist:Simple plan..
I open my eyes i try to see
but i'm blinded by the white light
i can't remember how i can't remember why
i'm lying here tonight
and i can't stand the pain and i can't make it go away
no i can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
i've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me

everybody's screaming
i try to make a sound
but no one hears me
i'm slipping off the edge
hanging by a thread
i wanna start this over again
so i try to hold on to a time
when nothing mattered
and i can't explain what happen
and i can't erase the things that i've done
no i can't

how could this happen to me
i've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream how could this happen to me..

was listening to my mp3 that day suddenly this song started playing without me knowing cause i wasn't looking at my mp3..it started my train of thoughts...it really made me think abt stuff i was trying to avoid to think abt...well maybe its fated for me to think things thru though i really don't wanna think stuff thru...well i'm over and done with that period cause i seriously thought things thru at queen vic's park...and st kilda's beach...(port phillip)even though my friends were in the back ground doing who knows wat...hahahas i'm evil anyway...

^^remember jie kou the chinese song i took like 3 hours too teach ya...
well i guess everything will never be the same again...
decided to learn to let go after carrying the burden to long..too tired to continue...
jiu suan shi wo bu dong jiu qing ni yuan liang wo..sorry.. really things just wasn't meant to be
teaching you this song was really fun...it was really pure bliss...
but i guess it will become a really cherished memory..which i will hide somewhere in my memories and let everything slowly fade and become hazy
till then guess you'll be better off..
thank you..don't stand there anymore..obstacles will always be there no matter how hard we tried...guess things will never be the same again...
cheers mate for every memory be it good or bad...when the pieces of our memories are pieced together it really make a beautiful picture..but beautiful things aren't forever you know that...
wat nadia said was really right..theres always a price to pay for everlasting beauty...
i can't continue..thank you for understanding..chrissy has the cd you burned for me...its a chinese cd right...hahahs can't imagine you listening to it...anyway...thanks very much for it..let me intro you a chinese song 'tong hua' think its real nice...but its really a fairytale like its title ...its too fairytale like to happen..ironic huhs..

anyway people haven't blogg for a few days ...you guys know what just realised i used the net more when i'm in melborne then when i'm back in s'pore..guess maybe partly my net in s'pore is damn screwed but now i have a laptop so things are going to be great...hahahahas*winks~grins*i did a really stupid thing going surfing with a russian ...hahahas damn funny had too much fun till we missed the last bus back...worse part cause the hostel was full cause apparently torquay only has one hostel..so we ended up stranded with our backpacks...so i asked nadia how the fuck are we going to get to someplace to stay..guess what she replied ....hitch hike..fuck shuld have seen my face man...damn retarded bet ya confirm laugh when you see it...damn man what kind of ans is that but considering that we had no transport back and no place to stay...guess it should be logical..well we did end up hitchhiking...story damn long...want to know abt ask me...too laczy to type..just realsied i typed alot already so gona stop here...bye people c'ya

heys,,,

2005-04-29T18:45:00.000-07:00

hiya...great to see me blogging huhs..anyways haven't got the patience to put a tagboard or doodle board up at least only gona do it when i get back to singapore...oh yea ..i had a great time for the past three days....
just arrived back to melborne last night from my tour..it was freaking fun...had a cute guy on my tour he's canandian..but sadly attached...anyway..this was what i did for the past three days...btw its seriously freaking cold in melborne right now...about 15 degrees and below..thats what the weather forecast said...but i don;t really trust it anymore..anyhow here goes ..
Day1.....
had to wake up freakin early..like at 7 however i kinda slept at like 1 the night before..and the worst part is not sleeping late but that i didn't have a alarm clock or a watch so basically i didn't know the time..at all...so being me i had to wake my roomate up like almost every hour to ask him...this "has what time isit..isit 7 yet" (his name is has i don't knoe why but its really weird right )and he'll go "not yet go back to sleep" i'll be like ok...then the cycle continues until it really was seven basicallyi didn't get much sleep and my roomate was also sleep deprived the worst part was that he had work at like 9...so ....nvm...he was really forgiving about it though...ummm...so i went for my tour...had loads of hikes...seriously loads..met people...seriously great people..ermm...but one girl sonnie left us at the end of the day to go for this i don't know independent travelling...to do more hikes...but she was really nice...hahahahs...anyway met Fenna Emma Yuki Kumi Dennis frank Geri Leigh(thought it was a really nice name) Zabina Mike jude bee...they were really nice people..and i was like chatting and star gazing with them...fuckin beautiful man the stars cause maybe it was ultra dark and we were in the middle of nowhere..i saw meteors.god it was seriously amazing...gona go back again if i have the chance...i think thats all ..
Day 2...more walking...hiking...colder than the day before but i kinda forgot what we did but it ended up with a bbq at night...the food was fantastic..the people were ultra fun...almost didn't want to go to bed but had to cause had to wake up like seriously early in the morning...
Day3...
erm.....basically i'm kinda really lazy to type what we did but we had hot chocolate at this town which was really gorgeous supposed to be an artistic town but anyway can't remember the name of it...anyhows if you guys wana know what happened just ask me when i go back cause my hands are really stiff cause of the cold...so guess i'll stop here..will blogg soon i hope ..

EUNICE IS GONE...hahahahahahahaz

2005-04-24T19:46:00.000-07:00

hey everyone now in melborne just arrived like 11 hrs ago..hahahhahas the plane said that the weather forecast was 20 degrees outside..but wtf..when the wind blew i was like almost shivering...damn that sure sucked...but the airport was like so freakin hot that i could sweat inside...so damn ironic rights...now using internet cafe to blogg..the internet damn fast..seriously gona come here to use more often...damn man...i saw this freaking cute guy on the plane yesterday...hope to see him soon!!!!:P..i don't know what else to blogg seriously brain damn dead slept like at 5 woke like at 9 thanks to the dorm mate of mine...sucks sia..cldn't get to sleep after that...basket even with the blanket it was so fuckin freezin..then i realised when i woke up..(after staring at the window for like 15 mins )the window was opened..what the hell man..it wasn't like a small slit opening..it was opened widely..hais...everything is closed down here..cause it some anzac day thingy..so its sort of a public holiday over here...anyhows.i think i'm gona blogg till now..bye c'ya

fuck gotta blogg thanks to wei..!!

2005-04-20T10:20:00.000-07:00

Wtf gotta blog cause wei apparently typed that my blogg will contain the details of the smoothie and waffle party...hahahas its damn hell of fun man...seriously ate like some scavanger..ever tried red,blue.green.pandan,marbled waffles thats will rise when you make them well go try them cause we ate all of them except the red one...cause...when you see it u'll understand..there were like tons of icecream to eat the waffles with..apparently sombody cldn't differentiate mango icecream and vanilla icecream...nvm now she's denying that the mango icecream is vanilla icecram...wtf dumb rite..lolxxx..wow now throwing tantrums...still in self denial..now she has a supporter sanj..but anyway it doesn't matter cause either way i'm still right and someone's just plain....S.T.U.P.I.D,...figure it out yourself...basket paint her nails don't know y she can just ruin them right after i paint them..then i have ta paint them all over again..hahahahas..only the first time cause i thought its was ugly so i repainted them(wei wanted me to say this..totally not willingly..trying to be kind but then..) TIS IS WEI HERE- tis cos she is not willing to admit when shes done wrong =Pwhat the hell the pot calling the kettle black only...we had a karaoke session during the party..guess using what bet you'll never guess it..........................................
on a PS2 mini...hahahahas cool rites...they have like something to test whether u're pitch is perfect...god i think i totally dominated that part as you all know i have perfect pitch...:>we had a competition 4 against 4..while me n wei weren't competing the 1st round..ernest and grace danced the YMCA dance to the YMCA song with us..ernest was super undescrible..but ultra smart future orthodontist..a goodcrapper can compete with me ..eric's damn hot but bloody metro and gay..kept wanting to sing..act like he don't want ..seeing him make me wana burst out in laughter...hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahas..there's this guy john..ultra shy..there was this gurl who sounds like my friend in perth..oh yar i saw my friend today but cldn't regconize her.. WEI HERE- at utopia, this freakin fren of hers wave to me.. (small gal) i was like.. wad the fuck? den stare at her. wonderin if she was cranky. lols.. later did i realize she was eunice's fren. lols..hais missed the chance to say hi..damn..her sis damn fucking hot..but fuckin ap...i sang beautifully as always getting like literally all the pitch correct..cldn't help it..me and ernst also sang the gay-ist song 'if you're not the one' WEI here again- wtf! those who noe eunice shuld noe her singing skills.. she screeched into the mic.. n .. but of cos.. my team won. btw.. tt song is nice.. n btw-btw my church frens r supa cool huRh! lols. seriously wei's church grp is cool and bloody smart except for you buys know it better than i do right...hahahahas WEIHERE- jus bcos i m the few only college pple there? cumon! jus becos they r in uni n a few years older? well.. of cos i can get into medicine n vet n dentistry... ..erm..jus dun wan onli.. lols...sure its don want to not cannot make it wei..let you think it over 1st..basket chun yee got like 84% was like my results damn low can imagine what goes thru their brains...fuck sia my brain these few days damn alert can match up to their iq and brains easily... WEI- THESE FEW DAYS ONLY!!MINE U! plus.. someone so alert can stand behind choonyi's car while everyone was getting in.. n ask .."where is the car ah?"wtf i don't remember at leas better than some pple the word 'alert' already right under her nose still got the cheek to ask'how to spell alert ?,..wow so smart right...yar u guys and i know better..lets keep our comments to ourself..i realised i' an introvert and a very shy person by nature if you guys realised..right i also think so..i don't really like talking to strangers..right?? wei- ..*WAD THE FUCK*..wei is just jealous that i blush damn often ..cause i'm shy by nature born likethat can't help it...seriously i wish i was more of a extrovert.. wei- seriously i really doubt the fact tt her dilated blood vessles's colour can penetrate thru her thick arhMs.. cheeks.. i bet u agree too.seriously people i damn easily paiseh one...really i don't like talking abt myself to much...see i'm stopping now..really i'm a very humble person...i always get compared to the late pope..don't you see the similarities ..so many of them right..can't help it..maybe it was just inborn..hais sad that i'm a girl or else i confirm elected as the next pope...do support me when that day comes...oh yar back to the cell grp..there was this really really pretty called bec i think..now wei's criticising my taste in using the word 'hot' in describing pple...wth... WEi- firstly, wad on earth similarities does she have with the late pope? height? lolssss!!! n yes! some ediot actually called a gal, ard her height,maybe even shorter,scrawny,totally flat gal, who wears her clothes like a hanger hot? wadda fuck?! seriously i think wei is too much forever trying to shoot me ..hais in order to enter sainthood gotta tolerate with her human imperfections...hahahahas..i'm hungry...die how...wei don't let me eat her doritos damn hungry how stomach making noise already...shit man..help i feel like eating pizza domino's pizza... wei- lols i think its jus tt some pple cant differ her stomach with her damn mouth! making so much noise! tt uncle came over to tell her shudup. n she is damn eyein on my last doritos.. after eating pratically everyting in my room! okae its time for tat crapin cow to shudup n get her food.. tts all for now folks. enjoy.

hahahahas in Aust...

2005-04-16T06:40:00.000-07:00

yes! n ytd! woke up den winson drove me to fetch tis arse frm the airport. wahs.. waited like an hour for her(den blame myfood..=P).. everyone gone already ONLY left us. sitttin on the bench, so bored tt we started bettin on which entrance would she appear.. well as usual...arhm.. i won! hahas! thanks winson. u r e best! -wei

idiot don't know who asked me to bring the zi cang poh piah and potpurri kana custom confiscated and destroyed..thats why took so long..ungrateful brat..ass man..came out do't even stand up to welcome me sit down there shake leg wait for me to go to them somemore..look whose the ass man..!!!(its not baming you it is becuae of you..!!!)-kow

winson den brought us back to my homestay n freakin her threw all the bags ard my room which i just JUST clean up! *screams* den waited for son to come. den merv, sanjay,jeremy,eunice n me squeeze into sons car to city for dinner.-wei

i didn't throw my bags all ard her room its only a small portion which i occupied..idiot ass say until like i damn evil purposely throw my bags around..seriously the ride to city was damn squeezy..thanks to sanjay..sit so back then me and mervyn no space...!!!-kow

lols! ya! ate at city garden. den SOMEONE told us ..he dun eat much....hahahah n finished the whole bucket of rice!!! lols! n tt SOMEONE orderded roasted duck with plum sauce.. which later-wei. (cannot carry on ... busy laffing)

hahahas ...he criticsed that the saucewhich he later realised that it was the plum sauce that came with the duc that he ordered..he also insulted the roasted duck saying he couldn't bite it..hahahahas..now denying what he said and did yesterday..hahasssss...-kow

over the dinner table.. we had n heated discussion abt who was the culprit who pee-ed on the toilet seat. n den while another SOMEONE was tryin to explain his toilet expedition, he accidently admited he pee-ed! hahahahahas!! *howeva dar was no prove. so we suggested tt eunice was to guard the toilet all night to catch the pee-culprit. to write a logbook .. hahaha with details on each n everyones toilet expedition.lols.-wei

hAHAHAS..while the someone with the 'small' appitite was trying to ak for the rice bucket discreetly by refering the rice bucket as the green thing...hahahas failed terribly and was caught by us..mervyn did him a HUGE favour by helping him filled up his rice bowl..the rice in the rice bucket was emptied just like that...oks we shan't be so bad and keep talking abt the someone..later had orange for desert..no one wanted to eat the orange..so we spinned the pepper shaker on the plate..little did we expect..the pepper shaker to point to the 'SOMEONE' three times in a row and still denied it was him ..hahahas...-kow

den went to pot black to play pool. winson's skill was totally awesome! merv was good too.. ARHMS but tt SOMEONE who ate so 'little' ... erm... wasnt very on form tt dae.. he's too shy for us to mention his 'fantatic' pool skills..muwahahaha..!! met some of winson n merv frens den went to utopia for karaoke!-wei

WOW was that an experience that everyone should have.. it seems the energy from eating so 'little' was being used by SOMEONE...hahahas everyone should hear 'like a rose'by ahmph..he had the best singing abilities i even encouraged him to join Australian idol..hahahahas..everyone envied his tremendous courage..he is now trying to describe his voic as sexy..we shan't deprived him of his own opinion..-kow

half way thru.. most of us were like half dead. howeva .. after the system ended at THREE.AM in the morning, someone n jeremy. was sOOooOoo high!! lols. started screaming, shouting, yelling, (they asume singing. lol) into the mic with NO MUSIC at ALL! shyness was absent ..due to the fact tt they ANNOuCed themselves as MERVYNTAN for murdoch college.stayin at 51 johanson promenade. lols.-wei

they had a hell of a time being meryvn..hahahahas..even listened to music playing outside and singing along to the tune of 'only love'seriously it was a blessing you guys weren't ard..we laughed till we almost all died..hahahahahahahahahahas....most the time they only sang the chorus..though alot of times there were quite a few missing lyrics...cheers to them...-kow

reached home at 4 plus.. say 4.30. merv went st8 to bed. everyone else was frekin hungry.. the one who ate the 'least' was NO exception..cooked indo mee.there was a diff in the no. of packets meaning .. meaning the everyone only ate one packet..the one who ate the 'least' was hungry due to insufficient food, had two packets lols.. TWO! -wei lmao!

SANJAY did a good deed(ps for the first time in his whole life) he gave up his bed to me and wei cause wei's bed was too small for the both of us...however sanjay didn't sleep in wei's room..he slept on the sofa to stop himeslf from...(this highly confidential if you want to know the details feel to ask me and wei..we'll be welcoming all questions with great enthu..) MUAHAHAHA!!we were SO afriad ... due to the couch size, tt sanjay would eventually end up on the floor... causing the floor to fall thru..lolskow n i chatted a little n fell asleep...... soundly....

2005-03-06T17:29:00.000-08:00

hello everyone.just realised its been a long time since i last blogged..hahas ask everyone to go see my blog..end up i didn't update..anyhows results and where i'm gona go seems like the "in" topis people have been asking me about.oks..seriously speaking i did well..this is what i scored oks.::::::::::::::::: english-A2
:::::::::::::::::::::::combined humanities-A2
:::::::::::::::::::::::emaths-B3
:::::::::::::::::::::::chemistry-A2
:::::::::::::::::::::::physics-C5
:::::::::::::::::::::::amaths-absent
total:15 pts..
anyhow for those that i didn't tell you that i didn't go for my go for my amaths paper..well i didn't go for my amaths paper..this sentence is totally lame hahahas....anyhow..i've applied for ngee ann poly's mass comm..hais seriously i've just woke up and suddenly felt like blogging so here i am sleepy and blogging for the sake of blogging..
Anyway..was sick yesterday...god i vomitted my lunch out..then went to sleep halfway had stomach spasms..damn f***ing pain..woke up cause of it..ended up eating painkillers..it was seriously godawful man...luckily the painkillers lasted at least till the end of my swimming session with shann and mand or else i think i would have drowned..anyway gotta go bathe..so ciao everyone..

blogskin totally screwed

2005-02-11T06:25:00.000-08:00

F**K..man my skin's totally screwed..absolutely..its either that or my com is totally crap..my pic for my skin can't seem to appear ..damn..god i think i'm totally mad..leave me be i'll be fine..oks..thats all byes..

1st day of new year...hahas

2005-02-09T05:53:00.000-08:00

hellos everyone...i'm blogging on the first day of new year...hahas..got alot of money...but haven't open the ang baos yet...but anyhow today was at my popo's house then so many babies and toddlers so cute can took a photo with this little boy ethan so cute..but i can't upload the picture on my blogg..guess why...i forgot my username and password for my photobucket account..god my memory hasn't improved..this is kinda late but..i SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO wished that i was at the Mtv aid gig in bangkok...its like totally fantastic..good charlotte and simple plan and jay chou was there...god i really wanted to be there..damn couldn't Singapore have something likethat...seriously Singapore should do something like that then...like alot of people will like come over to catch it and it'll totally help stimulates singapore's economy..think i should go contest for the next Goverment elections...people must vtoe for me yars...haven't got time to go upload a taggie board..so wait..i'll try to do it fast...guess why i cahnged my skin...cause my the tag board coiuldn't fit in my skin..so i changed it to this ..but still nice rights..guess its just my taste..hahas..going to end here..cause relatives are like coming..so more ang baos..hahas..bye

my first blog...for this skin..

2005-02-06T17:53:00.000-08:00

Hi everybody been a long time since i blogged huhs...anyways i'm still working at coffee club..the pays horrible seriously...anyways i'm not going australia if i can get into a jc...hahahas happy :>..lifes been ok except maybe for a few set backs ok there were not that few i got by..went out with mand and shann yesterday to buy new year clothes hahas damn funny...oks back to me...god i think i'm in love with myself...i think everyone should like go listen to kelly clarkson's new cd...god its fabulous..fantastic..god really wonder what happen to clay aiken..miss him..really..god i think i better stop blogging and go to work soon or else...there goes my job man..hahas..*winks bye people